Found some Strength Yesterday...

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Registered: 04-04-2008
Found some Strength Yesterday...
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Wed, 04-09-2008 - 11:36pm

So I let my sister force me into making an appointment with a counselor...wow...when it was over and after I spent the entire hour crying and venting I felt a certain bit of power. My H called me from work and I told him everything I was thinking...I wasn't his third wheel...I wasn't going to "allow" him to cheat on the OW with me (cause its likely that he would)...etc etc I felt so good!


But I still have 2 weeks until he moves out of the house..Why can't I find the strength to tell him to go now?? I asked him if he "could" move earlier...he said "Well, I guess I could. Do you want me too?" I said No! What was I thinking??


I think my kids are sick of being sad and worrying too...they asked to go visit nana tonight. All that strength I had yesterday has gone out the window. I just want to be happy. Is that to much to ask?

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Registered: 03-24-2008
Wed, 04-09-2008 - 11:55pm

Good for you on beginning to feel empowered!

It's okay to jump...you have wings! 

To move forward...you have to stop looking back.

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Fri, 04-11-2008 - 8:35pm
Nope!

Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~