Found some Strength Yesterday...
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| Wed, 04-09-2008 - 11:36pm |
So I let my sister force me into making an appointment with a counselor...wow...when it was over and after I spent the entire hour crying and venting I felt a certain bit of power. My H called me from work and I told him everything I was thinking...I wasn't his third wheel...I wasn't going to "allow" him to cheat on the OW with me (cause its likely that he would)...etc etc I felt so good!
But I still have 2 weeks until he moves out of the house..Why can't I find the strength to tell him to go now?? I asked him if he "could" move earlier...he said "Well, I guess I could. Do you want me too?" I said No! What was I thinking??
I think my kids are sick of being sad and worrying too...they asked to go visit nana tonight. All that strength I had yesterday has gone out the window. I just want to be happy. Is that to much to ask?

Good for you on beginning to feel empowered!
It's okay to jump...you have wings!
To move forward...you have to stop looking back.
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~