He's never gonna change....
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| Thu, 08-31-2006 - 5:20pm |
So, after my bout of drunk dialing, yesterday, my STBX brought the kids home from a 2 day visit. For some reason, I got all choked up and told him I missed him! He didn't have much to say, of course, I know he's still communicating/seeing the OW. Got the same reaction as I did the night I drunk dialed.
After 2 days of a broken washing machine, a flooded basement, finding out my cousin has bone cancer and crazy work, now this!
Stupid me. So today, he calls me and starts rambling on about all the issues we had, blah blah blah. I did this and I did that and how now I'm losing weight, etc. He made me so mad! And I'm so afraid that I gave him the impression that I really did miss (well, I kinda do) but I can just hear him and the OW laughing at me on the phone now!
I know my decision was the right one and I know I would never reconcile. But I sent him wrong message (like I always have) that I still need him. Kicking myself in the shorts again today.
Just wanted to share. Thanks everybody for reading. This emotional roller coaster is off the track this week! UGH!!!!

Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~
As you have now learned, alcohol, the phone, and the ex just don't mix! You made a mistake....it's OK. Next time, try writing or journaling about how you feel....or come here and post!
Trust me, people have done far worse than calling their EXs/STBXs in a moment of silliness.
Smile,
Deirdre