HUGE UPDATE ON PREGNANCY
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| Mon, 08-07-2006 - 9:37am |
First thanks to all of you for your support and not biting my head off. Over the weekend I had a miscarriage. Actually I think Im probaby still in the end stages of it. I think this pain is worse than labor if that's at all possible. It's weird because it's bitter-sweet as it was when I first found out I was pregnant. I am sort of relieved and I hope that doesnt sound bad of me. One thing for sure is I wont go down that road again of getting involved with someone who "is trying to leave", so dumb of me. I think everything does happen for a reason and I was really torn about this situation, having the baby or not, I was so torn because I realized this guy was no different than my ex and I wanted NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM EVER. Having this baby would have tied me to him forever and what do you know, I have a miscarriage. Im sad for the baby, they are innocent ya know but relieved that now I can walk away from this guy totally. Dont you know he is already seeing someone else, mind you he still hasnt moved out yet. What garbage, I thought no one could be worse than ex or they are at least pretty equal. I cant believe I fell for all his promises, it all sounded soooo good. I havent told him yet, once I do Im gonna also tell him dont ever call me again.
I more thing Ive learned about myself and being strong. I think this is all to prepare for "the one" and to also spot the fakes from a mile away.
Thanks again ladies.

hugs honey.... i think its normal that you will be feeling relieved, mixed up with sadness. it is sad - this is a baby, and even tho it was just a teeny speck, it was your baby... this is sad.
I hope you will take the time you need to recuperate and get well - physically and emotionally.
hugs...
Hugs, Brenda
I'm sorry for your loss... I hope that your healing, both physical and emotional, go well and bring you peace.
*hugs*
Julie