I am so mad
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I am so mad
| Wed, 12-06-2006 - 5:18pm |
I am so ticked off today...I have got to get over my husband - and just go on with my life - honestly - I can't take much more...even though I CLAIM that I'm not going to call that pre-paid phone of his - I keep doing it...and nobody ever answers it. Anyway this morning on the way to work about 7:15 a.m. - I called and he answered. I said hey, he said hey, I said where are you - he said Mississippi - I said now you remember that you don't have a license to drive in the state of Louisiana don't you? He mumbled something. I told him that I had a certified letter for him and another important letter...he kept asking what it was...I told him that they were going to suspend his license - he wanted to know when - I didn't tell him - I told him I had a certified letter about his stuff that was in his re-po'd truck - he wanted to know what it said - I told him to call me later - he knows the number to work - I said she is with you isn't she - he never would answer me - and finally I said "why don't you stop at a truck stop and when she goes in - just leave" she isn't from Georgia anyway --- so anywhere would be closer to her home... I told him that he had two children that he hadn't seen nor talked to and that he needed to ditch that woman and come home to his kids. He said yeah....I know she was sitting there. It just makes me so mad to think that he had all day to call me and never once did - he could care less what any of the letters say he has always been that way. I got the number where he works - it is here in town and I started to call and see if they would get him a message - but then I said to h#@# with it. I have got to quit worrying about HIS problems - he da@# sure isn't worried about ours. I got so mad at wal-mart a few minutes ago that I picked the phone up and called and blessed him out on that answering machine and if she gets the message more power to her---I said I have told your two children that they aren't getting anything for Christmas thanks to him..I then told him he had better think that his 17 year old daughter would be 22 in 5 years and that she may just decide to move in with a married 45 year old truck driver. I'm sure that will tick her off - but I don't care...she is RUINING MY LIFE. We had enough problems without her. Then to top all of this off - I was talking to a man a few minutes ago....I had stopped to get my mail - and he said "Tony better get on home before someone else starts taking care of his "homework"" - he didn't have to say anything else I knew what he meant. So before I signed on to this website I sent an e-mail to my husband telling him what someone else just said. I bet the idea of me being with someone else will get to him....I guess if she lets him see the phone with the e-mail on it. I'm afraid I"m going to have a nervous breakdown.

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Hey Robin, it seems like me and you are the only two that seem to be in the same boat..with a husband driving a truck and going with a 20 something...anyway..you know I told you I had blocked my e-mail from receiving e-mails from that woman..anyway somehow one got through today at work...Listen to this its from my husband:
Sorry I haven't called you things got crazy with psycho girl but they are done now because I threw her and herthings out in t/s parking lot. I just hope I haven't waited too long to right the wrong I did to you and our children. I LOVE AND MISS YA'LL and really am sorry for being so stupid.
I just couldn't believe that I got the e-mail today....it is SO HARD to find anyone to talk to...honestly some of the board are so judgmental and some haven't walked in the same shoes...but I did want to let you know what was going on.....
Thanks for listening!
I think you may be more comfortable on the Betrayed Spouses board. It definitely deals with what you're going through and I've found the women to be very supportive.
Hugs.
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