I am so nervous right now...
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I am so nervous right now...
| Mon, 08-21-2006 - 3:26pm |
I've got a few minutes before I have to leave and met my husband at a notary. We're going to sign the settlement agreement. I'm going out of my mind right now. I've been pacing for the past few minutes. It's a good thing...the agreement and signing it. But it's just that it'll mean it's final...it's really the end of the road for the two of us. Yesterday, as I was at the house packing, he called me to see if I would finish by the end of the day. He was so civil that it made me want him back. After I got off the phone, I broke down crying. If he was always mean to me like he was last week, it would be so easy for me to walk away from all of this. But when he's being nice, it makes me think that maybe the dream is still alive. But I can't have him. And I have to start building on new dreams. I'm a wreck! I'm trying to calm down but nothing is working right now. Okay, I'm leaving now...wish me luck!!!

Good luck & stay strong
Kelly
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~