i think i'm getting myself back!
Find a Conversation
| Fri, 04-29-2005 - 9:56am |
i woke up in the middle of the night and the divorce was NOT the first thing to come to my mind -- in fact it was at least a minute before it did AND it wasn't horrible.
my marriage had to end -- my husband had become emotionally abusive and we had a bad two years and an intensely bad last six months. we were together 13 years. i have two children, 8 & 9, who were devastated when he left in july. i was okay, maybe numb, but more worried about the kids. mostly i felt relief to be rid of him.
then two months ago immediately after our divorce was final i received an e-mail from him advising me that he is seriously involved with someone and wants her to meet the kids. apparently she was in his life before the marriage ended. how stupid am i? hence, the intensely bad 6 months. well, i crashed and went through all the memories of when we met, etc. i had some meltdowns -- but i can honestly say i am coming out from under. i'm able to concentrate at school again and my anger is dissipating.
could i finally be getting over it and moving on ... please tell me yes!

Yes!
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~