I want him out of my life so bad
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| Sat, 10-22-2005 - 1:42pm |
But because of him all I have is $1,000 to my name.
I'm sick and tired of hearing, "what? Are you trying to make me mad? You can't be this stupid." all because I need him to write me a $200 so my checks don't bounce (and they just did). He has had a crappy day with work and I needed the money today (which he promised). He was going to leave for work and wouldn't be back in time for me to go to the bank so I kindly asked if he could just sign a check. Instead I got him screaming around the house at the top of his voice, "AFTER ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH YOU ASK FOR MONEY." Yea, all he's been through---HIS JOB. I let him quit a day job so he can open up his own business and when he's stressed he takes it out on my verbally.
Well screw him. I'm driving 2 hours each way just so I can be the 'stable' one and give us healthcare. I hate that job and it's in jeapordy. But no, my dreams can just go in the garbage because HE'S STRESSED.
I want him OUT of my life so bad but I don't have any money. The lawyer I liked has a $2,500 retainer alone. He's figuring it will cost $5-10k because my husband will fight hard for everything. I don't want him to have a dime of the house because he came in this relationship with NO-TH-IN-G and I've paid for everything (or close to it). I go through $1,500 in 2 weeks because the only help I get is his half of the mortgage. I'm stuck with a $30k HELOC becaues of him (I wanted a $10k one but he insisted on 30 for HIS bills).
I'm desperate enough to ask my parents for the money but they are insane and would play games with me. I mean, my mom honestly believes that all men are the same and if they hit you you should say (mine doens't do that (yet) but my dad did all through their marriage). I see that I'm in a bad marriage and I want out but I can't get out with the lack of funds.
Any idea??? And on top of it, I can't even throw him out. He won't leave. And why should I leave MY house?
