I'm lonely
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| Sun, 05-25-2008 - 12:55pm |
Really I have two major problems.
1) I am soooooo lonely. This is not because my STBX moved out. He has not listened to me or talked to me (only AT me) for years. But now, I could have a life, and I don't even know where to start.
2) My STBex monster in law. She has been a constant source of stress and arguements throughout our marriage. I had thought that my STBX would get a place of his own but it's looking like living with his mom is going to be a perminent situation. I should have known that really. I asked for the divorce because of his bizarre money issues - I think he is gambling. His mother is actually one reason why I didn't file sooner. I knew when the kids were 'with him' they'd really be with her. At least when he and I were together I could really limit her time with them. Now... ARGH!! I worry about my 10 yr old stepdaugher. She lives there now. Children are resiliant. Right? And my DD won't die from a diet of doughnuts and icecream for 6 weeks. And, though only 7, she has more common sense than her gma. She will put on her seatbelt without being told. And I'm not so far away. She knows my number if she needs me. And I'll have her Wed nights and everyother weekend, like my STBX does when I have her. Sigh. I already know the answers on this one. Just venting I guess.

