I was also left 3 months ago after 29 years. I have had every single feeling you described. The loneliness is overwhelming, to the point where I sometimes don't think I can take it anymore. Unlike you, we are nowhere in the divorce proceedings, he was messing around with my head about filing, so I got sick of it and filed 3 weeks ago. My attorney has never heard from his attorney, he thinks he dosen't have one. I think he does but hasn't paid the retainer fee.
My 19 year old daughter is some comfort, although she works almost full time and goes out with her friends. I can tell you she can't wait for college
It must be really hard to lose your marriage and also lost your job at the same time.
I was also left 3 months ago after 29 years. I have had every single feeling you described. The loneliness is overwhelming, to the point where I sometimes don't think I can take it anymore. Unlike you, we are nowhere in the divorce proceedings, he was messing around with my head about filing, so I got sick of it and filed 3 weeks ago. My attorney has never heard from his attorney, he thinks he dosen't have one. I think he does but hasn't paid the retainer fee.
My 19 year old daughter is some comfort, although she works almost full time and goes out with her friends. I can tell you she can't wait for college