Mixed Emotions
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| Sun, 05-13-2007 - 10:06pm |
Since my stbx announced in January that he wanted a divorce (with not a warning that he was unhappy) and had fallen in love with someone from work, I've been on an emotional rollarcoaster - up, down and sometimes sideways or upside down.
But I am taking some great steps to build a life for my kids and myself. I am excited about it. A new place to live, potentially a new job, a school I know they'll love. I know it will be great. But at the same time I am so scared. I had this idea of what my life was going to be for the next few years and then the rug was yanked out from underneath me. Now, as I embark on a new dream, I can't help but be a little afraid.
This is normal, right? A year from now, I imagine a Mother's Day when I think to myself - Woman, you are awesome. Look how far you came this year.

Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~