Monday Night Talk
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| Tue, 01-24-2006 - 12:44pm |
The talk last night with my stbx didn't go anywhere as usual. I tried my best not to respond or react to what he had to say. But as I realized the reasons he wanted to have this discussion in the first place I was furious! I have had plans for a girls night out this Saturday something that is always a fight to do. I had told the girls that I was not going because I didnt want to make any waves right now while I'm doing my planning for the divorce. I had not told him that I wasnt going yet. So his reason for the talk was to tell me that I was not allowed to go out with the girls anymore. He says its not that he is worried that I will do something... but that it is the other people that he is worried about.....I asked him to just admit that he is insecure, he refused.
I had taken 2 xanax before he came home and let me tell you I should have taken 2 more!!!!
I argued for a bit with him about this and that and told him I was going anyway. I finally had to litterally cover my mouth to keep from saying any more.
He gave me a kiss good bye this morining as I went to work.... I hate that he knows that I wont go. But I'm going to let him think he won this one.
I am glad however that the talk didnt go any further! It only makes this decision easier for me.
Taylor

Taylor,
I think that you should go out with your friends.... there is nothing wrong with having a girls night out.... and if he follows you and makes an arse out of himself.... then that will just be further validation that you're making the right move.
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~