My heart just broke a little bit more...
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| Thu, 07-05-2007 - 10:10pm |
I just saw my husband here at home. He needed some papers and fix something for me (garbage disposal)and it was so weird. I needed to know if he was actually dating already (he mentioned he would two weeks ago) and he said yes. In fact, he's already sleeping with her. It about kills me. This is only the 3rd week that we split, yet here he is, already finding somebody else. I know for him, the last 2 years were set up for this, but to me, it's so incredible disrespectful... I can't stand it when he says "You, too, will soon know how much you missed and be glad I walked out". I knew perfectly well what I gave up when I married him- it's so frustrating to hear him say stuff like this - almost as if he's doing me a favor...
I feel more and more drawn to Germany... That's where I'm from, this is where I want to be. Why struggle here through all this when I could maybe have more space, less painful memories and the support I'm missing on here?!
Thanks for letting me get this off of my chest.

Don't make a hasty permanent decision just yet, you must give yourself one year.
im sorry :(
that has to be really hard. IMHO... he is just saying all of this stuff to hurt you. show him that you are better than that & get on with your life & be strong independent women!!
((hugs))