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| Tue, 03-08-2005 - 10:06am |
Hi everyone just checking in. I am really nervous because in a few hours H and I have that 4 way meeting with our attorneys. I don't even know why I'm nervous because I have everything outlined that I want. I guess maybe it just makes it all the more real and the hurt and confussion are on the surface. Part of me is angry because of what H is doing and how he is reacting (or lack of reaction). My counselor suggested I get my MIL to watch the kids so that after the meeting I have time to compose myself, so I asked H if he had plans and he said it's Tuesday and you know I go out. H had no intention of worrying about the kids or going home after, so I made arrangements with my MIL so that if I really need time after I can take it, otherwise I can just pick them up and go home.
I haven't been able to eat and I am still feeling sick but I know that I will someway get thru all of this. I have to focus on getting thru this meeting and moving forward and doing what is best for me and the kids. H has made his choices and I have to believe that he will one day regret them, but I can't dwell on it. There will come a day that I will be happy and the feelings won't be there but until then I have to move forward.
Thanks for letting me vent. Send me all the strength that you can muster because I am going to need it.
DAF

yes, please let us know how it goes.....
hugs and good luck. Remember, everything happens for a reason... although it is not looking good right now ( anticipation is horror on the tummy ) the outcome and future looks much brighter.
Hugs,
Angelena
Karen ~ wildlucky4me
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~