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New here- my (long) story
| Sun, 08-24-2008 - 9:25am |
Hello,
I just found this site this morning, and have spent the last two hours reading up. I have read bits and pieces of stories, and find that mine fits almost all the categories. What I lived as normal, is really so much more messed up than I thought! (How embarrassing!) My STBX has been out of the house since 8/7/08. Of course, it was all my fault, as I am reminded over and over again. He moved back in with his parents, after I told him he couldn't stay here anymore. The reason I told him he couldn't stay? He is "dating" someone at work. This was my birthday present from him, telling me he had a girlfriend. Again, it is my fault and I drove him to it. (surprise)

I'm sorry you are going through this and please lean on us through this process..
"This new path I must lead will lead me to europhoria"
Let me tell you that you are very strong and can do this.
Emom13
Thanks ladies! It's hard here, my best friend doesn't even live near me anymore, and I ended up giving up pretty much everyone else when I got married. It's very lonely (even though my marriage was lonely as well) and after 9 years I get tired of being on my own emotionally. Not that I am looking for a man to fill that place (but good sex once in a while would be nice!), but I am finding women