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| Sun, 11-19-2006 - 9:42pm |
I had the papers all ready, packed my things and took them to my OM's and many other things in preparation. My friends and my brother all told me to leave a letter and just go. I had to be stubborn and 'nice' and hand HIM the papers instead. Stupid move. He literally blocked the doorway with one hand on each side of the doorframe when I went to walk out with my daughter. I didn't want to push him any farther. Maybe too chicken, who knows. She was supposed to be at the neighbors (my daughter is only 6 yrs old) but I guess she snuck out and came back here. I probably could have done it had she stayed where she was supposed to be. But now I'm stuck here all weekend 'playing' his game. He won't let me go anywhere alone with my daughter. I'm not leaving her behind. My OM was gone for the weekend (I was supposed to go with) and won't be back till Tues. My brother's girlfriend has offered to come over and talk with me tomarrow and come support me when I leave Tues. H has been talking about taking Tuesday off so he can look for work. If he does that I have to wait till Wed. I don't want to wait a minute more.
Then H comes down with the stomach flu. At first I thought it was only stress or whatever. Apparently the neighbors all had the flu last week too and H DOES have a fever. I sure hope I don't get it. This will only make it harder. Also I started my period 8 days late - This FRIDAY the day I handed him the papers. Made me the most emotional person on the planet when you combine everything. Thanks for letting me vent. I don't want to dump on my brother anymore and OM is gone so not available to talk to either.
Then H comes down with the stomach flu. At first I thought it was only stress or whatever. Apparently the neighbors all had the flu last week too and H DOES have a fever. I sure hope I don't get it. This will only make it harder. Also I started my period 8 days late - This FRIDAY the day I handed him the papers. Made me the most emotional person on the planet when you combine everything. Thanks for letting me vent. I don't want to dump on my brother anymore and OM is gone so not available to talk to either.

Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~