Newbie-need encouragment..
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Newbie-need encouragment..
| Sun, 10-29-2006 - 4:08pm |
Married for 17yrs, with 5 kids. Husband walked out in Aug 05, wanted to date other people. The divorce was final in April 06. I am having a hard time dealing with everything.. I was a stay at home mom for 15yrs. I have had to file bankruptcy to try and keep my house. The ex was able to walk out without any financial obligation except child support, which he is not paying. He wont come see the kids, yet texts me over and over to tell me he is sorry and that he loves me..only to turn around and take me to court on false charges..Has trashed me to everyone that will listen to the point that his family is sending me two page letters on how horrible I am..He has told everyone that I am "purposely and maliciously" keeping the kids from him. He is now threatening suicide...Part of me wishes he would just do it and get it over with..I am so tired of having to shoulder the full responsibility..he destroyed all of our lives yet he is going out partying, meeting his myspace whores..while I am trying to scrape together money for food, clothing and shelter. There are days when I dont think I am going to get thru the pain..the sense of failure, the rejection..the endless questions..Why did he do this to me? Did he ever actually love me? I am so incredible lonely..I fear that I will be alone forever..What man is going to want to take on a woman with 5 kids? Sorry, this is so long..I would love to hear from anyone going thru this..

Z,
Welcome to the board. We're glad you're here.
First, I'm sorry your husband left you and your children. It's difficult to know why someone walks away after so much time and effort to make a family. Only your husband really knows why he left and he may never tell you.
CL-Wisdomtooth2020