Not feeling the Christmas Spirit..

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-08-2005
Not feeling the Christmas Spirit..
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Tue, 12-25-2007 - 6:27pm

Hi


Haven't posted on this board in a while. I guess the holidays just bring things to the forefront. Been so good at putting on a brave face, about how I am ok with the EX moving into his girlfriends house with her and her two daughters and usually I am but at Christmas it all hits home. He is able to create his own little family and still have his other family with his two sons. I guess I am envious of his relationship when I am all alone.


I don't know where to begin to start looking for a life of my own as my life was always tied to him and our sons. I am single mom with a 21 year old out on his own and a 16 year old still living with me. Been out of the marriage for well over two years and thought I was doing ok but all I know now is that I don't want to be alone forever but have no idea what to do.


Any way thanks for letting me vent and Happy Holidays


iVillage Member
Registered: 07-07-2007
Tue, 12-25-2007 - 7:05pm

I am so sorry you are experiencing this pain today, too. I am only on the fifth month of being separated, but I can relate. Holidays seem to magnify everything, don't they? I had no idea.

Sending you love and happiness. We're almost through this day.

iVillage Member
Registered: 12-25-2007
Tue, 12-25-2007 - 8:27pm

Hello and Merry Christmas~


I am brand new to these boards as well as pretty new to the separation/divorce world.