Playing Nice
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| Fri, 08-19-2005 - 11:06am |
HE had an affair came home and impregnated me then proceeded to flip-flop between her and me throughout the pregnancy- racking up long-distance bills talking to her while sleeping in my bed telling me that everything was going to be alright...
HE wouldn't get help for his drinking problem. Continued to play mind games with me, threaten me, throw things at me, kick in doors, come at me with a knife, drive drunk...
HE tediously told me how he never wanted a baby but now he's stuck with it...
HE consistantly drained the bank account- overdrawing it before bills could be paid, bouncing rent checks, nearly getting us evicted twice...
And I LET HIM DO IT for way too long. But now that I've finally found the strength to walk away and put my life back together...I have to play nice? 'Nice' got me into the marriage in the first place! He doesn't understand 'nice'; he feeds off of 'nice' like a parasite!

Hugs to you sweetie.