Please why its always my fault?...
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Please why its always my fault?...
| Mon, 03-10-2008 - 4:56pm |
I am new here atleast to the divorce board.. the last time i was here i was pregnant and happy but, now its diffrent i got married aug 31st yes aug that just passed my husband and I have been together for four years i cant say that we were ever trult happy now that i look back on it but we had two boys together pretty much off the bat. Lately things just really got bad let me start and ill make it as short as possiable before are wedding day i was a little nervous that i waasnt doing the right thing well, on OUR WEDDING day i was a little drunk at reception went back to the hotel afterthe reception was over and when i woke up where was my new husband gone!! well, i got home from my maid of honor to a husband that was poff at me ok he has a right i was really in the bag but i dont think he should of left me there well after kissing his ass for 1month feeling like a rotten piece of poo for having to much to drink i find out from his bfriend that he really left me to go sleep at his xgirlfriends house on our WEDDING day things got really rocky lately he blames everything on me he lost his job because he is a arrogant jerk (he is a police officer) and his partner dumped him his partner tells him its your mouth but he insists that it my fault because we fought to much.. i walk on constant eggshells im scared all the time im doing something wrong my son had went to the bathroom the other day and did not flush the toliet i got introuble for it.. when i was in preterm labor with my son he left work to come see me NO to go to the bar and left me at hospital alone yesturday was my breaking point i was in the er for a bloodclot in my leg and he was at home sending me text message to go f myself as im sitting there alone scared with NOONE.. I fed my son a cupcake the other day for breakfeast i wasnt feeling well he screams at me when i tell him hey, you feed him cupcakes all the time you know what i get.. well thats daddys breakfeast mommy needs cook a good breakfeast which i normally do.. I guess what i want to no is how do you deal with someone that has an excuse for everyhing he does? That bames someone else for everything?
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| Tue, 03-11-2008 - 6:28pm |
its not your fault. You need to realize this. He is abusing you. And you need to figure a way to get out of that situation soon. Abuse is not something you need to live with you dont deserve it. There must be some place you can go that is safe for you.
| Thu, 03-13-2008 - 9:27am |
I am so sorry ... I send you lots of hugs cuz you need them.

