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| Thu, 02-23-2006 - 8:06pm |
Are there any women out there who were the ones that wanted to leave? I'm the one doing the leaving, or trying to. My husband's not a bad person, but he's made some really bad choices. Really bad. Over the last five years I've found myself falling out of love with him. We have two little girls. It took me a very long time and a lot of heartache and soul-searching (Cliche, I know) to finally make this decision. Now that I have, all I can think about is getting out of here with my girls and starting a new life. He's doing everything he can to persuade me to stay, and I don't want to hurt him worse but I am really done. Is there anyone reading this that understands? I guess I just need a cyber-shoulder to cry on. Thanks for listening.
Mannie

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Hi Mannie --
I was the one that filed for divorce. It was an agonizing decision and one that I did not make lightly. I had panicky moments (even after I moved out) and second guessing moments. All of this is normal. One thing that really helped me was going to see a Psychologist. It's so good to just talk to someone.
Good luck to you. Your days will get easier.
Karen ~ wildlucky4me
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~
Hi Mannie,
I was married for 25 years and I have two children. It took us years to get a divorce. We kept trying to make things better. Even love was not enough. Three months ago, we separated and filed for divorce.
I knew that divorce was going to be difficult at best, but I didn't think it would be hell. I've been an emotional wreck. I have support from family and friends, but there are many occasions when I'm inconsolable. I'm having great difficulty letting go and accepting things I cannot change.
I know that I will get through this and that it will take me some time to move on. There is hope at the end of the tunnel, and everything will be okay.
Mannie, I am struggling too. All you can do is take it one day at a time, get support, and keep talking it out with family and friends and other divorcees. Be gentle and kind to yourself. You will make it.
Take care.
Mirra
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~
Hi Karen,
I'm new to the board.
I am so glad there is a web site just for women. It's a nice place to go to for support and information.
Thanks for the warm welcome.
Mirra
Hugs, Brenda
Brenda,
Thank you so much for your emotional support and kind words. I truly appreciate it. Today is my first day on the board.
I am so glad that I found this message board. Most of the people in my life (family, friends) have never been divorced, so it's a little difficult for them to understand what I'm going through. But they're there for me and that's all that matters.
By the end of the year, I'm sure I'll feel a lot better. How long were you married and how are your children doing? My children are taking it hard.
Take care, Brenda.
Big hugs,
Mirra
Wow, you ladies have no idea how much better I feel to know there are others going thru all of this. This board is pretty amazing. My heart breaks for anyone in this position, but at the same time the fact that you're sharing your experience makes me feel stronger and more hopeful. I don't have any divorced friends either. Most of my friends are just now getting married or depressed because they're single. It's a strange place to be when no one else you know has been there. Thanks for writing, thanks for all the good advice. Anyone who ever needs to talk is welcome to email me. Chase3406@aol.com. I usually put my kids down around 7:00 and get right on the computer.
Everyone take care! Be strong!
Mannie
Tell me about your family. You are still a family you know or so I am told ( I have trouble with the concept). The financial matters are what scared me the most often in the begining. Are you doing OK? Do you work fulltime or have you found fulltime employment? It took me about 3 months to secure fulltime employment. I hadn't worked full time in 12 years.
Take care of Yourself. Hugs, Brenda
Edited 2/28/2006 1:46 pm ET by mebrenda
Hugs, Brenda
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