I completely understand how you feel. My opinion is that you should keep going forward. Gut instinct is for reason....its telling u that he will revert to his old patterns and he will. Unless he or the both of you were going to canceling then maybe. Now I dont know ur whole story but if u cancel it he'll know he has you by the palm of his hand...ull be too tired and weak to file again. The same is kinda happening w/ me now..and I see his ways. Its nice b/c of whats happening but then w/out help old ways will find its way home. Stand up and show him that you will not tolerate his old ways. Theres nothing to say that in hmm 10yrs you guys can start talking about dating each other but u have to let him know that you are worth something and u are standing up for urself....good luck
Hang in there.
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