This is sooo hard...
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| Sat, 07-07-2007 - 4:30pm |
I just saw my husband here at home three days. He needed some papers and fix something for me and it was so weird. I needed to know if he was actually dating already (he mentioned he would two weeks ago) and he said yes. In fact, he's already sleeping with her. It about kills me. This is only the 3rd week that we split, yet here he is, already finding somebody else. I know for him, the last 2 years were set up for this, but to me, it's so incredible disrespectful... I can't stand it when he says "You, too, will soon know how much you missed and be glad I walked out". I knew perfectly well what I gave up when I married him- it's so frustrating to hear him say stuff like this - almost as if he's doing me a favor...
I feel more and more drawn to Germany... That's where I'm from, this is where I want to be. Why struggle here through all this when I could maybe have more space, less painful memories and the support I'm missing on here?!
Thanks for letting me get this off of my chest.

Katy