STBX's latest email, can you say DENIAL?
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| Thu, 07-20-2006 - 11:08am |
The last email I sent him, I told him he threw me out like a piece of garbage!
Here's his reply! I am so mad, I could spit nails. It's still full of B.S. and threats.
I threw you out??? you never worked with me! you MF'ed me and you were angry at me. It took till the very end for you to want to go out together. which never happened! You and christina and wendy and the whole long list of people I listened to you talk with, wound it all up and all it did was push me away. I wanted to fix it! I was having a hard time with it but I wanted to. and if you really wanted me you wouldnt have listened to everybody else and you would have came to me instead of pushing. pushing doesnt work well with me and you know that! Im sorry for it all. I was definitely second guessing my life a bit but didnt want this. Its the path we lead down and you took the final blow. Im angry too! Im angry that you and I are so stubborn! and I really wish you didnt have the poor jenn syndrome with everybody! you should have kept your mouth shut and dealt with me!!!!!We would have had a MUCH better chance of fixing it! you took everything I said and wanted, WAY to personal and you couldnt see over that to fix us! I listened to you talk about me way to many times... I never told you but it infuriated me to listen! I really dont know how I held back? I couldnt sleep at night after I heard you. It would have been ugly if I confronted you with it! BAD! and then I come out to get a drink of water and you smile and say hi honey! AHHHHGGGGG I didnt want to make things worse I guess!???? talking to cory was the outcome of nothing from us and listening to you tell EVERYBODY I WAS AN AHOLE!
I should have come to you!?!?!?!?! you should have come to ME! and I hope everybody sent you in the direction you wanted!!?? Because I dont think thats what you wanted!!!! but now you got it! Im very disappointed and you inability to ever deal with ME and US!
Just had to share. I am still in disbelief how really clueless he really is about the whole thing! He really believes what he's writing and I still can't believe it. He's so one-sided, always has been and always will be.
Again, thanks for your time :)
Jenn

Jen no need to even communicate with him. I wouldn't even bother. He's berating you for talking to your friends all the while he was cheating on you??? Ummm I don't think you talking to your friends REMOTELY compares to what he did.
Apples and oranges.
Just don't even bother with him. Don't even bother getting in spitting matches with the man. He doesn't GET IT and he never will.