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| Wed, 05-10-2006 - 5:49pm |
I knew that this marriage was over long before now, yet I feel pain that it is ending. I feel like the core that made it work has fallen out, and that it is time to move on. I had some good times with my STBX and some bad ones too. Very bad ones. So, in some ways it feels good to let go, and in other ways it is hard. I hate being alone again. To feel without family that I live with and share my life with. Day to day right now I feel very alone. Also, like I have to begin again and I like this and I don't like it. It all boils down to change and this is hard for me to do.~*Anna

Anna.... Have you read In the Meantime: Finding Yourself and the Love You Want --Iyanla Vanzant?
Just wondering.... it might be just what you need.
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~
Anna, change is hard. VERY hard. Especially when you feel alone in the world.
Have you tried any divorce support groups? I suffered from panic disorder in the past (managing it really well, now!, and I know I felt like I was the ONLY person in the world who was suffering. I joined a support group, and it was more helpful than you can imagine.
Plus, Karen's suggestion about the book, In the Meantime is a wonderful one.
How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world.
- Anne Frank