Hi everyone,
i don't know how to handle this, but for anyone who knows my story, i was married for 12 years, i left last November, H found a gf, and she moved in in January. It's been so hard for me, i have told him i want to come home, that i love him, and that i made a big mistake, i want our family back together...He says he can't do anything, he said his feelings are not the same, that he doesn't know if he loves me enough to take me back, and it looks as he wants to stay with her.
I had to go see my daughter play soccer, i told him i would be there and i would not cause a scene, and i didn't. She was there too, i stayed away, by myself, while he sat beside her the whole game. I tried so hard not too make eye contact, or look at them, and i didn't. At the end of the game me and my husband approach the coaches, to get more info about the next game, and she had the guts to walk over and stand beside him...It hurt so much to see him, beside her...I cryed all the way home, it was unbearable pain, like someone had kicked in the stomack, i felt so alone, specially when he drove away with her and my children, like i had lost everythink i love, or someone died....i just needed to talk to someone, so thank you for listening.