Why do I feel this way????

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Registered: 04-14-2003
Why do I feel this way????
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Mon, 04-11-2005 - 12:10am
Well this weekend started off just great. My dd and I had plans to get an early start on Sat and go to my parents house. My brother and kids were going to be from out of town. Friday night my STBX and I got into a fight and of course he did not come home that night. Fine with me, first good night sleep I had all week. Sat morning comes along my dd and I get up make breakfast, clean up and he comes home. Spoils the good mood, but I know we are not going to see him all day, no problem. I get in the car to go, and guess what, my car is dead. I get my dad to pick us up and we plan on making the weekend out of it. We had a wonderful weekend playing with all of the kids, went to the zoo, etc. Just a great stress free weekend with all of the kids having fun. I come home tonight at about 8:00 and STBX is not home. I should be releaved, no fights then. But I am mad and sad that he did not call one time to see if dd was ok and did not miss her (or me I guess) enought to be home when we got here. I know that I will need to get used to coming home to an empty house, but for some reason I just miss having him here to tell him about what a great weekend we had. I feel like an idiot, since most of our current fights are about me wanting him out of the house. I just miss having a husband. I hate that I feel this way. I feel so hopeless...

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iVillage Member
Registered: 03-19-2003
Mon, 04-18-2005 - 10:48am

Hello.... maybe I can help here.


Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~

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Registered: 02-19-2004
Mon, 04-18-2005 - 10:54am
VERY well said! And I have to say, I still am really enjoying your spring font colors.

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