Why does divorce make you crazy?
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|Thu, 02-23-2012 - 7:44pm|
Ugh. DH got a piece of mail tonight that sent me into a tizzy. We are divorcing but stuck in our house together until we can sell - this could be months. It is torture for me. We have lived as kind roommates for years and that is what is continuing - he is, for the most part, acting like nothing has changed. We have dinner, see movies, go to the gym. That's what's killing me. It's the same, but not.
The item in the mail made me nuts. It made me want to spy and check to see if he was having an affair. Why does this happen?! I know it's a breach of trust and I don't want to go there but thinking he's lying is breaking my heart. I trusted him completely even though we were bascially celebate for years. All I've ever asked for is honesty and I think I got that but now I'm not sure.
I know I need out of this relationship. Why does the mere thought of the possibility of being lied to hurt so much and send me into a tailspin?