Worst roller coaster ride ever

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Registered: 01-30-2012
Worst roller coaster ride ever
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Mon, 01-30-2012 - 12:09am
So I am filing this week, husband is out of the house, so many problems don't know where to start. Lost all trust, lost a lot of love. I'm all over the place, can't think, not getting anything done, depressed, stressed. Please any words of wisdom
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Registered: 01-29-2012
Mon, 01-30-2012 - 10:02am

Hi Aamy. I filed for divorce this month as well. It is excruciatingly painful and I completely understand when you say that you are all over the place. The worst roller coaster ride indeed It is not easy...trust me, I know because I am going through it as well and I feel lost to en extent I can't describe.

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Registered: 09-21-2011
Tue, 01-31-2012 - 11:30am

Once the trust and love are gone, the marriage is over, Its hard to pick up the pieces and move on, but life does get so much better.

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Registered: 01-30-2012
Wed, 02-01-2012 - 6:41pm
Thanks for the support, I ended up not filing this week due to financial issues. I will at the end of the month, I know we can't be together he has problems that's he is not dealing with. I am so broken and lost I can not be with him either. I keep changing my mind from seperation to divorce. I feel like I have to make a decision right now, because sitting on the fence is killing me. I don't trust myself. I am still talking on the phone with him and He is coming to get his stuff, also i am meeting him to do taxes. My relationship killed my self esteem and I feel really weak.