YEAH, 2nd Day of NO CONTACT
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| Mon, 05-02-2005 - 4:06pm |
Alright,
Now I know its really true. I am on day 2 of "no contact" and i feel darn good. You never really know how it will affect you until you actually do it. Im now a firm believer that it is him. Since not seeing or talking to him I've had no throbbing headache, no anxiety, no crap. I cant believe how petrified I was of severing all contact with him, I was so scared that I would "scare him off" and "lose him". Girls it feels good when he's gone.
My new plan when he does call because he will is to not let him suck me in his life with all that drama and run that feel sorry for me game. Because that's all it is to him a big game. I've felt really good these last two days but know I have to be cautious because we do have a child and will have some contact. So Ive been practicing and preparing for when I am tested. I know the more I continue to have "NC" the stronger I will be.
So for those of you who feel they cant do it, just take 1 step at a time. Take it from someone who couldnt imagine "letting go". Little by little as I let go it does make me feel happier, stronger. It can be done
| Mon, 05-02-2005 - 5:22pm |
| Tue, 05-03-2005 - 11:31am |

