Can't stop thinking about ex husband
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|Mon, 12-03-2012 - 4:31pm|
I was married before from which I have an 8 year old son. Well I met a great guy some time back we became pretty serious and have recently decided to move in together. Since we have decided to further our relationship I have been missing my ex husband dearly. I don't know if its because he is the only other man I have ever lived with or what. I love my boyfriend but it seems as if I'm always searching for my ex in him. I feel like such an awful person. We have taken some time apart so I can get my thoughts into perspective so I have had some time to think about things and I still feel as if I'm stuck. I know my ex feels the same about me as I do for him. The thing is I do love my boyfriend, he is a great guy he is amazing with my son, very understanding and considerate. I just don't know if my love for my ex husband will ever subside. We had a great life together, a child and loved each other dearly. The thing about our relationship was we got married when I was 17 and he was 19 we were both young and self absorbed. We have both matured since and we still share the same love we use to have. My boyfriend and I have spoke about spending our lives together so I know if we take this leap to move in together there is a potential for us to end up married and starting our own little family eventually. At this point I just don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I don't know why I can't forget about my ex and I don't know if I'm willing to loose either one of them. So lost on what to do.