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|Thu, 03-27-2003 - 11:13am|
I've been married for 10 years. For the past 3 years i realized i didn't love my husband anymore, and i told him that two years ago. I think i never loved him, it was lust instead of love. Since when i told him, we have been off an on, arguying most of the time. We have two kids. My problem is when i decide that i'm going to stay and work things out, my heart wants to do the opposite and go, to be alone, just stay with the kids, i feel depressed and miserable being with him, i feel that i don't want to be with this man all my life, and i want to be single, and start again. Two days ago, we talked again, but this time, i took the iniciative and i said, that i wanted to leave him, but not right now, because i'm waiting for school to end so that i can move with the kids, but i'm getting thorn again, thinking about him, and it hurts me to hurt him, i feel really bad. I don't know what to do, if i should go ahead and do this, i'm afraid if i will have regrets...anyone out there that can give me some advice. Thank you.