10 years and sooo stressed...
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|Sat, 09-03-2011 - 2:22pm|
This is my first time posting in a forum so I am apologizing beforehand if i post this in any way incorrectly.
My situation in a nutshell: I met my bf about 10 years ago when i was turning 17 and he was turning 19. In the beginning it was a very sexual relationship and we were very immature. I became pregnant 3 months later and needless to say, we didnt have much of relationship before my son was born. We have been living together since my son was one month old and bought a house together when my son was 3. We have always had petty fights but around the 6 yr mark we started fighting alot because i wanted to bring up marriage and he kept saying he wasnt ready. Eventually i had enough and we "broke up" even though we lived in the same house. I started talking to a man i liked before i dated my bf (4 text messages)and when asked about it by my bf, for some reason i spinned so many tales. I dont know y i didnt tell the truth. He found out and he was very hurt and i felt so guilty and vowed from that day on if he gave me another chance i wouldnt lie to him again.