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|Wed, 03-26-2014 - 12:06pm|
Please give me your honest opinion of me.
I am a 26 year old woman and I am in a relationship of three years now. Our relationship has had more downs than ups. Firstly, I got out of an unhappy relationship with an older man before I got with him. I was young and naive and did not know how to handle the situation as I was too young. My ex was still try and get in contact with me and kept changing my number, I was sometimes nice to him and sometimes horrible. I tried to keep him so he would just go away. This resulted overly friendly texts and some images being sent which I only did to get rid of him. I didn't do it because i felt something. I'm not one of those people that made decisions, I was always just told what to do. I only had the courage to break up with him when my gran passed away and I realised how short life really is and I couldn't live like this. So I broke up with him, got into another relationship and the texts happened. Eventually he went away cos I changed my number and he stopped ringing my house. My current partner found all these texts and our relationship went down the drain but we're still together and we are stronger. I am much happier with him and can be myself, something I couldn't before. I'm training to be strong and true to myself and less of a coward. He understands what happened even though it will always hurt. I recently was on Facebook and ended being approached by someone he had a fight with in his younger days and I told him. It was general chit chat, nothing more, nothing less. He did not take it very well and now our relationship has been dug deeper underground. I'm chasing him, changing myself so he does not have to experience any sad emotions ever again cos of me. All this is common sense and I keep hurting him. I'm working on this and I am not willing to give up but I need to know how I come across to other people so I can see myself differently and change for the better.
Any feedback will be appreciated.