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Ashamed
| Sun, 05-09-2004 - 8:23pm |
my boyfriend and I have been dating since about september. He is in the Air force and I'm joining the army, when we first met he left about nov. and i told him i would wait for him. I did, and he came home early due to an accident he had at the end of december. He was here for about a month before he got shipped off again, once again i told him i would wait for him. About a month ago, I met up with a friend of mine that I hadn't seen in a long while. The friend and I did sleep together, and I knew the consequences of the after fact, and i left immediately.
I feel so ashamed of what happened and what I risked. I really like my boyfriend and I'm hoping that when he comes back we can take it to the next level. My problem is one should i tell him what happened while he was away, and two what happens when my boyfriend and I become intimate and he realizes that I'm not as "tight" so to speak, how should i explain this to him?!? He doesn't come home till Aug. and I leave for basic training in July and I won't be able to see him till about sept. Thank you for your advice and what help you can give.
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