Cold Feet--long, but could use help!!!
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| Mon, 08-16-2004 - 5:14pm |
Becuase of the baby we have decided to move everything up and are getting married two months from now. It has been a lot of change for me recently, though I was handling it all well until now. Now I am wondering if I am making a mistake and moving too soon or for the wrong reasons. My close friends whose opinion I do trust think I should go ahead. I have a history of "sitting on the fence" as they call it and they all believe that I seem truly happy with this man. I agree, and I can't imagine losing him. I want to be with him both because he is a good partner for me and he is the father of my child, but sometimes I think "What if I don't know everything about him and there is something that really bugs me?" "What if I don't love him enough?" "What if I had changed my mind if we waited?" I'm not young, 37, and I would think I should know my own mind a little better. We are happy now and I have no reason to believe that we won't be happy later, but I am so scared. What makes the fear go away? Am I missing something?
