depression or just bad relationship
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|Wed, 09-12-2012 - 10:46am|
I'm been feeling depressed for a while now... i've broken up with this guy but a couple months later i'm so depressed, I get back together with him. I'm stressed out with life in general. So confused about whether my life has purpose.
So, needing an opinion.... some nights i feel alone and just want to be alone. But when i've told my boyfriend, he acts like i'm being mean to him. He says, can i come over. And i'll say, no i'm tired. Then he starts making lame excuses like but i left my charger at your house or i have all my clean clothes at your house. ... he's exaggerating, i feel. So i'll get a little more angry and say, no i want to be alone. Then he'll say i'm starting an argument. Then i'll say, well, i'm not in the mood to have you come over. I'm tired and i want to be alone.
Anyway, from my perspective, there's nothing wrong with wanting to be alone. He acts like i'm punishing him. Well, he came over the night before and was grumpy.... cursed at my computer because it was working slow. He was distant and did'nt talk much to me. So, if i have a night where i want to be alone... that is not passive aggressive. Is it?
I've been rambling. I don't even know if i just want validation... but i'm either depressed or just dealing with pms.
Thanks for listening.