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desesperate
| Tue, 05-04-2004 - 6:52pm |
I met my boyf about 2yrs ago and we started living together 10 months or so ago. We always talked about marriage, kids and to live in the US for ever and ofcourse go visit our contries since we were born in 2 different ones. Now couple of weeks ago we had an issue going on so that made him change his mind totally different. Now he wants to go back to his country, he doesn't want to work here anymore and everything bother him. I feel very sad that he has everything like nice job, nice car, nice life and my love. Unfortunately, he is not appreciating me or the other. I have talked to him about working hard together to succeed and have a much better life but always together. Well he complains about the misserable life here and tells me that in his country he will have everything from his dad like an apartment to live and maybe work for him but he is not thinking about what i need or want. I like this country becaue it has given me a lot of things and i am very happy here even we met here. In his country i wouldn't do anything just home wife. I am so sad because i thought he really loved me to the point of staying together to make our own life and so sometimes i fight over his dependency on his dad. I am desesperate about this issue. I don't want to hold him because i see that he really wants to leave. I talked to him enough but nothing changes. Please help me i am very depressed. I am going crazy thinking when will be the last day we will be together. Thank you.
