DESPERATE! Can my marriage be saved?
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| Mon, 06-28-2004 - 10:33pm |
"******,
This email may seem crazy........
I have Gradutated from College just over a year ago and after
some moving around I am now living in ******,Oh with a career as a Nursery Manager.
Anyway, my wife and I are now looking into buying a home
together now, despite alot of probems we have
been having over the past 4 months.... in truth, our entire
marriage has had alot of problems... anyway....
what I am trying to get at is that before I make a huge commitment
like this which would make a possible seperation
that much harder, if it came down to it, I feel like I should
tell the person I have felt was my soulmate from the
moment I met her how I felt.
That person is you ******.
Time heals all wounds they say, but my heart never did. It
has been almost 4 years since I last laid eyes on you...
but I have seen you daily in my mind.
You made me feel like nobody else ever has... I do love my
wife.... but there has always been something lacking...
Its like we put two puzzel peices together that don't quite
fit... Close enough to think it will work, but it isn't
quite right. Since those first two peices of the puzzle don't
quite fit nothing else will either. With you I feel
like it would all fall into place naturaly instead of forced.
I could be insane... this could be the dumbest thing I have
ever thought or done in my life (this letter that is),
BUT, it could be the best. Anyway, I have loved you in silence
for a long time. I may be a distant memory for you
for all I know... but I had to get this out... I have thought
about sending you this for a long LONG time....and felt
it was now or never, forever wonder what might have been.
If you still have any feelings for me, please let me know.
No matter what, I will care about you and hope the best
for you... With me in your life or not.....
Love,
****** "
so thats the email. He knows that I found out about it because he was in the room when I read it and I literally passed out from the shock of it. I really felt like everything was going so well. He says that he loves me and he still wants to be with me but he hasn't heard back from his ex and I'm afraid of what may happen if he does. I love him more than I ever thought I could but I've been hurt more than I thought possible and I don't know if I could be with him while everyday thinking about that letter. Do you think this is something that I could "get over" or is my marriage doomed? I REALLY need help. please email me at carrieml82@hotmail.com with ANY advice
Thanks
Carrie
