Dont know what to do...help me please
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Dont know what to do...help me please
| Mon, 02-02-2004 - 3:48pm |
I was here everyday last year after me and my boyfriend (Omar) broke up. Fortunately, after many tears and sleepless nights i got over him to get my self in another relationship w/ someone else who tore me to my core(Luis). Once again, with the help of these message boards i was able to free myself from him. I was a wreck and somehow me and Omar hooked up. We agreed that neither of us was ready for a relationship, so it was going to be purely sexual and it would be a secret betweeen me and him. Me and Omar were together for about 2 months and it was heaven. I thank god to have found him once agian b/c if he hadn't been there to give me all the affection and time he did i would've gone mad or evn died from the pain Luis left. Everything was perfect, until he decided to make our relationship/affair public, and he confessed to me that he had feelings for me again. I tried not to make much of it because i didn't want to get attatched to him or hurt. I cassualy talked/dated other guys and he knew so he claimed that he didn't want to push me into a relationship b/c he knew i was having fun, but he wanted me to be his girlfriend again (he never told me this, he only told my closest friends). I didn't mind asking him myself, but at the moment i din't know what i wanted b/c of our history together. Inevitably, i caught feelings for him again and we were both so in love, but then we had a pregnancy scare and he distnced himself. Eventually we found out that i was not pregnant and i think he tried to make it all go back to how it was but it was too late: i hadn't seen him in over a month; not even for christmas or new years, and he went back to telling me that he didn't want a girlfriend(without me even asking him if he wanted one); so, i ended things with him. i was hurt by his behavior! I don't understand why he runs and pushes him self away from me when he gets too close. he did the same thing the first time we were together. Am i not good enough for him? What caused him to flee? I try to reason but i cant. Then i think, did i do the right thing by ending it? i believe that we are meant to be, and i love him, and i would do anything for us to get back with him. No one makes me feel the way he does. i wanna talk to him but he ignores me entirely now. Is he mad? Should i try to reconcile or should i leave it alone? i miss him so much.
i realize this is long, but any advice on what to do to get him back or move on, or just understand him will help me so much. Please e-mail me at NYJleidy101@aol.com.
Ladies, please help me.
i realize this is long, but any advice on what to do to get him back or move on, or just understand him will help me so much. Please e-mail me at NYJleidy101@aol.com.
Ladies, please help me.
