Dumb mistake on my part? or is he being shallow?
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|Sat, 01-04-2014 - 5:09pm|
This is very embarrassing, but my new boyfriend caught me picking my nose (dont laugh) - like really deep picking while I was distracted on my cellphone. Im not 100% positive he saw me, but he turned & left the room immediately - so much so that Im not sure he just didnt forget something & turn. But I think he saw me & just reacted - not knowing what to do.
He didnt say anything & we hung out a while longer, doing normal things.
Next day, we only texted, which isnt out of the ordinary for us. He didnt mention a thing & sounded upbeat.
The next couple days after that I kept texting him, but no response. In fact, I never heard anything from him thru Xmas, nor New Years, nor the Holidays....altho I didnt keep texting him. I decided the ball was in his court. ... as me being available to him at a moment's notice has been something Id been trying to stop. ie - not answering right away, not going to him right away, not texting or calling a lot. So, on the side, Ive wanted to show him Im just not going to be there as he snaps his fingers.
Well, it's been two weeks & no word from him (altho, as I said, balls in his court - Im not calling or texting him again)!
We had previously had discussions where he told me I was the only one on his radar & he was not on any dating sites at the moment.
I REALLY now think that the nose-picking incident was as I feared. He got so repulsed, that he doesnt want anything to do w/me anymore.
How could I not have been attentive enough, so as not to be doing this when he walked in!!!??? ie atleast go to the bathroom w/a kleenex or something.
Anyway, I am just so upset over this. I dont know for sure this is what I think, but I suspect, as we are newly dating - maybe 2-3 months. We've had periods of not talking - one or two time as long as 10 days ... but never 2 weeks.
Is there anything I can do to get myself out of this hole & get back w/him?
Im kicking myself. But at the same time - is he a very shallow person for just cutting me off for something like this???
:( sigh sitting home alone Sat nite.