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feeling a fool
| Tue, 06-12-2007 - 1:24am |
My husband of 5yrs is in the military. He was gone for a year and when he came back he was different. I ignored the wierdness I felt because I figured it was from him being away for so long. I was asking him what he did, other than what he had already told me,while he was gone since he was able to hit a few ports before hitting Iraq then hit a few ports comming home. It seemed as thought he was hiding something, after pressing him enough he told me that while he was in austraila he made out with a girl there in a bar. He wasn't drunk, but had been drinking and it "just happened". He said while he was in Iraq he felt like crap about it. On the way home in hawaii, he was dancing with other girls and even went skinny dipping. He said he didn't know how to tell me and that is also why he also wasn't as loving towards me when he got home, because he was ashamed. Now he swears nothing else happened and nothing went any further, but I feel like and idiot, because I was home waiting for him. DOING NOTHING OF THAT NATURE! Not even wanting guys to talk to me when i went out with my girlfriends because I didn't want anything to make him doubt me. I don't know if I am making too much of this or what to feel. I am just soo hurt I can't feel anything else right now. help!!

Welcome to the board gsims26,
How sad for you.