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| Sun, 08-08-2004 - 6:59pm |
Hey Ya'll
How is everyone in love land, me...ughhhhh is all i can say.
I just need someone to talk to that may understand and maybe give me some support/couragement/advice or just share the same experience. Most of my friends in my hometown are settled down having kids or not really involved in serious relationships and wouldnt know where to begin with me.
here it goes:
My fiance and I were friends for almost a yer and dated for about four months or so maybe 5 and them got engaged and weve been engaged for almost 4 months i believ and before we got engaged he moved back to his home in tn to be with his family there and he is working up there at walmart and works nights so i rarely ever get to talk to him( bout once or twice a week) and he rarelys comes to see me and i havent seen him in a month or atleast since late may like memorial day. and my b-day is next week and he is supposed to be coming down but i havent heard from him in a week or so and he had a recent death in his family not really immediate but someone close to him and last time we talked he said he didnt really wanna talk to ppl right now and that was the last i heard from him i cant really call him bc he dont have a phone i usually let him call me from friends and relatives and i may call them ever now and then to see if he is over there and i keep missing him at his friends house so i know he is talking to ppl but im scared something is up an he hiding it from me and i love him dearly and i planned on moving up there after we get married whihc will be next may if things are going right. but i am so confused i have a big fear of rejection which makes me afraid to confront someone and i want to call him at worjk and talk but i dont want to get in trouble and im just so confused that i am smoking abother pack of cigs a day niow instead of one no joke. anyone please....
-brit
How is everyone in love land, me...ughhhhh is all i can say.
I just need someone to talk to that may understand and maybe give me some support/couragement/advice or just share the same experience. Most of my friends in my hometown are settled down having kids or not really involved in serious relationships and wouldnt know where to begin with me.
here it goes:
My fiance and I were friends for almost a yer and dated for about four months or so maybe 5 and them got engaged and weve been engaged for almost 4 months i believ and before we got engaged he moved back to his home in tn to be with his family there and he is working up there at walmart and works nights so i rarely ever get to talk to him( bout once or twice a week) and he rarelys comes to see me and i havent seen him in a month or atleast since late may like memorial day. and my b-day is next week and he is supposed to be coming down but i havent heard from him in a week or so and he had a recent death in his family not really immediate but someone close to him and last time we talked he said he didnt really wanna talk to ppl right now and that was the last i heard from him i cant really call him bc he dont have a phone i usually let him call me from friends and relatives and i may call them ever now and then to see if he is over there and i keep missing him at his friends house so i know he is talking to ppl but im scared something is up an he hiding it from me and i love him dearly and i planned on moving up there after we get married whihc will be next may if things are going right. but i am so confused i have a big fear of rejection which makes me afraid to confront someone and i want to call him at worjk and talk but i dont want to get in trouble and im just so confused that i am smoking abother pack of cigs a day niow instead of one no joke. anyone please....
-brit
