Help Me Please im sick....

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-18-2007
Help Me Please im sick....
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 12:33pm

I took a young lady of 24 out for a romantic evening last year that
started with dinner and ended with heavy kissing and me dropping her
off at a costume party. The very next day we got together and had a
fantastic sexual experience. This then led to a relationship for the
next 3 months.

As time went bye I later found out and had a hunch she had hooked up
with somone at the costume party. It turned out she had a sexual
experience with not 1 but 2 guys at the party. A threesome! I found
this out from one of the guys envolved and she later confirmed this
event! This still drive me nuts to this very day and eats me alive.
This was then followed by her taking a $100. dollar gift certificate
from me for groceries without my knowledge around xmas. Then lying
about it for a few days telling me she would never do that because she
loved me! After finally telling the truth she replaced the gift
certificate and told me she was desperate for money after xmas to
support her and her 3 year old daughter. I would have loaned the money
if she had just asked.

After the theft I pushed her away. She then told me she would do
whatever it took to make things better that she loved me with all her
heart and was truely sorry. I then took it slow for the next few weeks
until she lied about going to the lake with her girlfriends for a
girls night only to hook up at a party for a drunkin sexual experience
with her ex-boyfriend.

Now during our troubled times I had a feeling about her sexual
experience on the first date.
I always trusted my guts and cheated from the start because I did not
trust her intensions with me. I figured If I stayed one step ahead I
would not get my feelings hurt.
But in the end I fell in love with this permiscous girl and did have
strong feelings for her.
I ended up telling her about myself not being faithful and she forgave
me. After all the bad things she still does anything for me and is a
real sweet heart. We have now had several crazy hot fights and on a
nightly basis we are having the best sex of our lives with each other!
We are both very two sexually charged individuals with high labidos...

I know I am not a saint and have done sexually wild things in the
past but I always look at the double standard and give every girl the
benifit of the doubt at the begining of the relationship. After
everything I still do truely love her. I also know I can be faithful
to her!
But can I ever stop thinking about how she hurt me with the threesome,
theft, and the ex.
I think about it everyday and it eats me alive. It also causes me to
question her and start fights with her...

Mentally Upset but very sexually satisfied....

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-19-2002
Fri, 05-18-2007 - 4:54pm
She lies, cheats on you and steals from you, and you're still with her why?? Stop thinking with your crotch and open your eyes!
iVillage Member
Registered: 09-30-2005
Fri, 05-18-2007 - 5:44pm

Welcome