I fall for somebody while I am engaged

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Registered: 01-24-2004
I fall for somebody while I am engaged
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Sat, 01-24-2004 - 2:39am
I fall in love while I am engaged to my best friend whom I thought I love so much
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Registered: 01-24-2004
Sat, 01-24-2004 - 2:44am
How does your best friend feel? When is ur wedding? Do you think these feelings might have arisen due to the wedding jitters?
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Registered: 01-24-2004
Sat, 01-24-2004 - 3:10am
we planned to get married coming fall, I went for a month trip that I planned long ago before even we get that serious, I asked him to come but I think money wise he didn't, and then after two weeks of my trip, I met a guy, same field of work and we had a long chat and then we noticed we are crazy in love he was a happy bacholar and I was a happy engaged girl,,,,,If I just knew I would have meet some body like him i would never screwing my friend ship with my best friend,,,,,,I still didn't tell hem what exactly changed me 180 c,,,,,I can't keep on like this, I am back home ,,,,I don't see the other guy any more my life is up side down I am going to hurt so many pople I already hurt my parents they don't want me to tell him now and want me to forget my feeling for that guy,,,,, but I can't live with my self,,,,,I can't hurt my best friend too and I know I am not in love with him i like him soooooo much and i was wrong before,,,,,,,,,it is so hard I am so screwed,,,,,,,,