I snooped - should I confess?
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|Sat, 08-18-2012 - 9:48am|
Ok, I went through my BFs facebook messages today ... I feel terrible about it because I just can't lie to him.
I didn't find anything of course. Just slightly depressing conversations with his friends about girls and some porno in his internet history (which he's open about, so I knew that anyway).
I think I did it because he often goes out without me and gets very drunk. I've seen him when he's in that state and it makes me worried about what he might do. And it makes me feel pathetic just sitting at home waiting for him to come home, because I don't have friends of my own. It's like he goes out to escape me, and I'm expected to be here when he wants normality again.
Wanted some opinions - should I tell him what I did ?? Or would that just not solve anything. I hope I've learnt my lesson not to do it again, but he's so difficult to comunicate with these days, I feel like I can talk to him anymore. Which in turn, makes me suspicious...
How can I stop the cycle of crazy??