long distance love and worries
Here's the story, my fiance and I have been together for a little less than three years and we've been engaged for almost a year. I am completely and totally in love with her. Unfortunately I had to transfer schools for financial reasons and we had to learn the hardships of a long distance relationship shortly after we got engaged. Everything seemed to be fine at for a while but I've been worried the last few months.
We've always had a typical time that we would call each other and talk. However my fiance in the last few months has developed a bad habit of being late for these times. And I'm not just talking a few minutes... I mean she's late by hours. She's become easily frustrated and I've tried confronting her with my worries and she gets defensive and mad to the point that I just drop it and bottle up my feelings. And now in the last few weeks there's been a total of 6 times that she has told me that she would call me and never did. She always has a reason but these reasons are sounding like excuses and maybe lies to me. My heart wants to believe that she would never cheat on me but my head is screaming that I'm being an idiot. I'm looking for someone else's take on the situation and maybe some advice on what I should do about the situation because i don't want to leave her if I'm just being paranoid.