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| Mon, 10-15-2007 - 2:11pm |
I have been married for two years and I find my self unhappy. I have started talking to a ex and we have been hooking up. I am scared because I love my husband and our life but this ex has a big part in my heart. I have loved this man for nearly five years and can not get him out of my head. we took a break and that's when I met my husband and got pregnant and married but since the ex has been in contact with me I have been lying and sneaking out to meet up with him. my husband has suspected something but doesn't know. I want to come clean but the ex and I have never really been in a relationship together, it has always been just a weekly thing! I want to tell him that I really have feelings for him but I don't want to scare him away what if doesn't feel the same- what if I should just let him go and make my marriage work? I don't know what to do? someone help before I screw up

Welcome to the board michelle2580,
I'm not sure which relationship you want to save..... but it sounds like you are going from the frying pan to the fire.
Welcome to the board michelle2580,
If you want to make your marriage work, you need to end all contact with your ex. Do you know why are you are unhappy in your marriage? Do you think if it was fixed you could be happy? Do you love your husband?
Maybe you should seek individual counseling to help you figure out what to do.
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It sounds like you are stressed out and somewhat lonely and need to get out of the house and have some "me" time. This is perfectly normal and does not make you a bad mom. I think you need to sit down and explain to your husband that this is not a want for you but a necessity. Maybe
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