Lost as of what to do now......

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Registered: 02-03-2004
Lost as of what to do now......
Fri, 02-06-2004 - 3:38pm
If you have read any of my other postings then you know what is going on.If not here it is in short.I am married but have a child with another man(while I was married).I feel more for the other man than my husband. O.k now on to the hard part...The other man has said he wants me back.He is willing to buy us a house big enough for all nine of us and pay for me to divorce my husband and marry him.I love him but I still love my husband.I just seem to feel better when I am around him.Don't get me wrong me and my husband still have some good times but I am just happier with the other guy.I want to be true to myself and everyone else but there is no way I can do both.So which do I do?Stay with my husband and feel unhappy because I long to be with the other guy or leave and once in awhile long for the way me and my husband are sometimes?And how do I decide what is right for my children when I have kids with both of them?One can offer me a home and loves the kids I have with the other as his own,the other can offer a friend no matter what and also loves the child I have with the other.And should I take into thought what my family members think about each of them?I am so lost and would really like to talk to someone about this ASAP Please,any help or just someone to talk with would be of great help......