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| Thu, 01-22-2004 - 11:24pm |
it was really strange yesterday- after 7 months...i decided to end my hope of being with an ex. i called him constantly in the last month without waiting for him to return calls. i felt myself being clingy- to the point where i didn't care. i just needed to talk to him and be in his life as well as him in mine.
well odd enough, he wrote an email yesterday when i was feeling these feelings. it said he was busy in the last week with work. he praised me for my schedule and goals in life, then told me he decided to have a relationship with a woman he met a few days after the new year.
i always had the notion he was seeing someone these last few months, but i was just in hope that he still considers me.
well, he said he told me this because he didn't want to upset me, but because he respected me and that he wanted to be honest.
i really didn't know how to respond. i've been battling this for the past 7 months. keeping in touch, having hope, making sure my life is separate and yet a part of his. just heartache constantly.
i can feel the heartache go away these days. i still think about us and i fill my life with tasks and focus and priorities.
i responded to the email- brief...saying i kept in touch with him with the notion he might be dating someone. that was the end and i'm moving on, but with no intention of dating.
i really just need a buddy to comfort me. thanks,
stacy

hugs stacy! not easy, losing a dream and losing hope... some things are just not meant to be, who knows why?
take it easy, take it one day at a time, be extra specially nice to yourself....
huuugggsss
lots of hugs to you.............
First, no that everyone here backs you and supports you, no matter what. As for myself, you can feel free to email anytime you feel you need someone to listen, just be there....
Next...Keep your head up and know that it WILL get better, eventually.I wont even try to tell you that it will be better by the morning and you'll be ready to paint the town red...thats a huge lie.But, I can honestly say that with every day that passes, a part of you learns to deal with everything a little better.
My thoughts are with you,