My emotions are going wild!
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| Mon, 04-23-2007 - 5:26pm |
My boyfriend and i have been dating for 4 years now and everything has been fine. I graduated highschool almost a year ago, and ever since i've graduated, i've noticed, that things have got a little harder every month or so. I got a job, so we saw less of eachother, now for the past three months or so, i've became very emotional and depressed, sad all the time. I cry almost everyday. I feel like he doesn't show any affection like hugging, kissing, holding my hand in public, and it just drives me over the edge. When we have sex most of the time it's one sided, and that when he has his orgasam, it's good night. And i lay there and get so pissed, and i just lay there and cry, and he'll wake up and ask me what's wrong and i just want to punch him, and scream. I told him i was unhappy, and he said that i should smile, because it takes more muscles to frown this it does to smile, and i felt complete anger. I want to tell him how i feel, but i get so upset that i cry, and i know men don't really understand why we cry, and that they get confused or frustrated...I actually felt like leaving him. But i do love him. I see him and i smile ( when i'm not angry) and we are happy most of the time, but it feels like most of the time i'm crying and sad, and completely depressed, i just don't know how to stop this madness. I want to be happy again. I don't want to push him away, i know he won't leave. I just want us to be happy.
please help i don't know what to do
chelsea

Welcome to the board erkie_gurl,
You really need to talk to him about what is upseting you. If you don't tell him, there is no way for him to know what is wrong. If you feel like you can't talk to him about it because you will cry than write it out from him in a letter and let him read it.
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